||[Jun. 8th, 2006|12:55 am]
Ok so time for am update I suppose.
Haven’t been getting to spend much time with Pam lately I miss he a lot she’s not working at the store next to me anymore. I’ve been, however, spending A LOT of time with a new friend Carin. Spent last weekend at faire with her, her husband and Connor a mutual friend. Faire was a BLAST. I got set up through David to work security and it went way well. Been to long since I’ve been to a faire.
Still at Silver Accents and loving it but got scrued over by the flower shop. Boss decided to close the shop for a few weeks and has been dodging paying me. He still owes me $400. Nearly got evicted cus I couldn’t pay rent. My boss at Silver Accents saved my ass and I owe him massively. He forwarded me what I needed for rent I’m still not good and dandy cus I need to find a new second job and will be short for rent this month but at least he has bought me time to hunt down my dead beat EX-boss. Worse comes to worse my mom and dad might help me out when they get home on the 20th but I hope I don’t have to ask them to.
It’s a disaster. I NEED to clean it badly. But it’s still mine and that’s good. I’m not there much. But that will be explained later this post.
Parents are out of town like nearly always. They get back the 20th and my god mother will be in town as of this Fri. I’m looking forward to is I miss her and her 2 nephews whom I’ve herd a lot about for a long time will be with her. I’m looking forward to meeting them.
Well I had a friends with benefits thing going on for a wile with a friends of mine but that ended about a week and a half ago. Why? Well cus I got a new guy. He and I aren’t using labels cus he doesn’t wana and I don’t much care as long as we are on the same page. We are seeing one another monogamously. He just finalized his divorce in May and was quasi seeing a hot rod of a red head. I kinda sorta stole him from her. I say that cus it kinda makes me feel good but ultimately the reality of it is I offered him monogamy and tenderness that he was looking for and she wasn’t prepared to give him. Also she told me she was more interested in someone other than him. She was also being very disrespectful to him and I’ve always thought he was an awesome guy and so I was so not cool with that. He deserved to be treated better. And as I started to like him more and more I knew I could offer him something better so I did. He took me up on the offer. So far things are awesome but as always I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop cus I know this is still just the honeymoon phase. I’m a little anxious about the age diff. He’s 17 years older than me witch is a lot. It doesn’t bug me but it may cause problems in the future. I’m also wary of what my mom and other family members well say. Aw man till just this moment I hadn’t even thought about what my DAD will say or think. Then again with his track record on how he reacts to my life he probably wont care so long as I’m happy and healthy.
Alicia is expecting another baby in Sept so I’m looking at trying to go visit her in Jan. I miss her immensely and wish I could be there to watch her kids grow up.
Got contacted by my past again. Paul contacted me through my space. He has photos up on the sight of him and his son. It’s kinda a trip. It’s like a window of what might have been if I had stayed with him. I’m glad I didn’t go that rout. Not cus of Paul or not wanting a kid, but cus I wouldn’t wana miss what I’ve done since I left him. I’ve done things and been places I needed to so I could settle in my life.